i had a good day today!! the day i had today was good!!!
the forecast tomorrow is ALSO A GOOD DAY!!!!
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I MADE THIS WHOLE OUTFIT W/ A SEWING MACHINE N STUFF HOW COOL IS THAT
so many male celebrities have been outed as actual abusive scumbags but people like to hate on female celebs instead for like… making money and being attractive
hey, sorry for responding to this so late—in fact let me just say to everybody, sorry i’ve been gone as fuck for the past forever; the show i’m producing goes up next weekend, so i might have free time after that, ever (but probably not xoxo)
anyway, the question! under the cut bc it’s long…
sometimes when i’m sad i think about alternate universe me
some version of me who right now, has everything that i want
while i’m walking through the mid-april snow i think about her laughing
doing all the things i wish i was doing
while i trudge on and exhaust the fuck out of myself and mope like a baby
but you know what?
she hasn’t had the experiences i’ve had, she hasn’t learned the things i’ve learned, she hasn’t felt the things i’ve felt, she hasn’t grown the way i’ve grown
and one day, that will all catch up for her
and she will cry
outside in the cold
with weariness in her bones
and she will think of another version of herself
who lives in an alternate universe
and who has everything she wishes she had
and that will be me